(..CONTINUED from CHAPTER 1)
Days passed, now she was becoming the center of attraction for everyone. Due to her fluency in English, teacher used to promote her in all activities. She was active in all the activities. I was keenly observing her. Some days after the result, a new surprise was waiting for me. I got news that my old bestie, Prasad was returning in my school again. He left school three years before and was studying at pune in boarding. But due to some reasons he left the school from between the academic session. He got admission in our class as his mother was teacher in our school. We had very healthy relation earlier. We used to sit on the first bench together always. His mother, my madam, was also happy for our friendship. Now as he is returning back, I was damn excited to see him. Old memories got freshen up. As soon as he entered, I was the first to greet. He was also happy to see me. We sat together. Classes started.
As the day passed, I was observing him very carefully, he was very much changed. The boy who didn’t even use abuse languages was now raining abusive words in his every sentence. I was just shocked!! Later in recess, all our frnds gathered around him. And he was telling about his hostel lyf. Whatever he told was like a movie thing. He told how they used to bunk classes and go for a movie, flirting with girls around class, going for date, touching a gal, kissing, and all the adult things. Everyone in group was listening very carefully to his talks. It was like an experienced man giving lecture to amateurs. All were on the stepping stone of teens, his talks very really exciting them all. He told us “u r not enjoying even the 10th percent.” All this behavior of his was making me uncomfortable. My thinking was that these are not made for us. Its all for the college boys. We are still studying!! The respect for him decreased in my eyes. The talks which he did was still running in my minds. At home when I was studyin , I was not able to concentrate on my studies. I was thinking on every word he said. “Why do gal and boy kiss? It is so irritating. What is sex? Are girls also bad? “ and all the rubbish things which shouldn’t have come was coming in my thoughts. It was making my mind corrupted. Next day in recess again his session started. This time he told how sex is done? All were keenly listening to him. I was not sitting with the group but still I could hear his voice. Though my mind was ignoring him, my ears were listening him. He asked everyone did they watch any adult movie. All were like what is that and where does it come. He explained in detail what is shown in such movies. He also gave some channel nos. where they show such movies after 12. After this I just stepped out of the class. I was full on tension. My mind was thinking about all his words. I was not able to control on my thoughts. His every word was ruling on my mind. I knew this is all bad, but I cant do anything. I couldn’t understand what was happening to me. Finally I decided not to spend more time with him. He is a bad guy and may spoil me also. So I kept distance with him now.
Two three days passed and everything became normal. I forgot all those things. (Not actually!) I regained my concentration in studies and other activities. Sometimes when frnds used to talk about some hot film or actress, that thoughts used to pass my mind and again I used to think on it. Well that became a routine now. It affected my second exam result. This time I was neither 2nd nor 3rd…direct 4th rank. I felt ashamed of myself. I knew what mistake I had done, but I couldn’t explain it to my parents nor the tutor. I just simply listened the scoldings and assured them I will do good in finals.
Friend’s charm was over now. I was back in my studies. In these period, I forgot about TORAL. Once a thing happened. I was watching a movie, a love story, and dunno why this time I was loving it more. The thought of Toral passed through my mind. A song was being played in which hero and heroine were dancing with hands in hands and giving all lovely postures with smiles. I lost in that song and now hero was replaced by me and heroine….well I don’t need to mention that. I was enjoying the song, suddenly something struck in my head and I came out of my dreams. It was my sister. She asked “what happened? where have u lost? Movie is over. Now go for sleep.” I was just smiling at her and then went to bed. While sleeping, I dreamt about her. Whole movie story ran in my dream, with only difference of hero and heroine. A scene came in which Toral was being taken away by villan and she was shouting my name. I woke up with a sudden jerk with some words in my mouth. Then I came to know it was my mother who was shouting at me. Again a smile came to my face. I sat on the bed and thought why she came in my dreams. Is this love??
Days passed, now she was becoming the center of attraction for everyone. Due to her fluency in English, teacher used to promote her in all activities. She was active in all the activities. I was keenly observing her. Some days after the result, a new surprise was waiting for me. I got news that my old bestie, Prasad was returning in my school again. He left school three years before and was studying at pune in boarding. But due to some reasons he left the school from between the academic session. He got admission in our class as his mother was teacher in our school. We had very healthy relation earlier. We used to sit on the first bench together always. His mother, my madam, was also happy for our friendship. Now as he is returning back, I was damn excited to see him. Old memories got freshen up. As soon as he entered, I was the first to greet. He was also happy to see me. We sat together. Classes started.
As the day passed, I was observing him very carefully, he was very much changed. The boy who didn’t even use abuse languages was now raining abusive words in his every sentence. I was just shocked!! Later in recess, all our frnds gathered around him. And he was telling about his hostel lyf. Whatever he told was like a movie thing. He told how they used to bunk classes and go for a movie, flirting with girls around class, going for date, touching a gal, kissing, and all the adult things. Everyone in group was listening very carefully to his talks. It was like an experienced man giving lecture to amateurs. All were on the stepping stone of teens, his talks very really exciting them all. He told us “u r not enjoying even the 10th percent.” All this behavior of his was making me uncomfortable. My thinking was that these are not made for us. Its all for the college boys. We are still studying!! The respect for him decreased in my eyes. The talks which he did was still running in my minds. At home when I was studyin , I was not able to concentrate on my studies. I was thinking on every word he said. “Why do gal and boy kiss? It is so irritating. What is sex? Are girls also bad? “ and all the rubbish things which shouldn’t have come was coming in my thoughts. It was making my mind corrupted. Next day in recess again his session started. This time he told how sex is done? All were keenly listening to him. I was not sitting with the group but still I could hear his voice. Though my mind was ignoring him, my ears were listening him. He asked everyone did they watch any adult movie. All were like what is that and where does it come. He explained in detail what is shown in such movies. He also gave some channel nos. where they show such movies after 12. After this I just stepped out of the class. I was full on tension. My mind was thinking about all his words. I was not able to control on my thoughts. His every word was ruling on my mind. I knew this is all bad, but I cant do anything. I couldn’t understand what was happening to me. Finally I decided not to spend more time with him. He is a bad guy and may spoil me also. So I kept distance with him now.
Two three days passed and everything became normal. I forgot all those things. (Not actually!) I regained my concentration in studies and other activities. Sometimes when frnds used to talk about some hot film or actress, that thoughts used to pass my mind and again I used to think on it. Well that became a routine now. It affected my second exam result. This time I was neither 2nd nor 3rd…direct 4th rank. I felt ashamed of myself. I knew what mistake I had done, but I couldn’t explain it to my parents nor the tutor. I just simply listened the scoldings and assured them I will do good in finals.
Friend’s charm was over now. I was back in my studies. In these period, I forgot about TORAL. Once a thing happened. I was watching a movie, a love story, and dunno why this time I was loving it more. The thought of Toral passed through my mind. A song was being played in which hero and heroine were dancing with hands in hands and giving all lovely postures with smiles. I lost in that song and now hero was replaced by me and heroine….well I don’t need to mention that. I was enjoying the song, suddenly something struck in my head and I came out of my dreams. It was my sister. She asked “what happened? where have u lost? Movie is over. Now go for sleep.” I was just smiling at her and then went to bed. While sleeping, I dreamt about her. Whole movie story ran in my dream, with only difference of hero and heroine. A scene came in which Toral was being taken away by villan and she was shouting my name. I woke up with a sudden jerk with some words in my mouth. Then I came to know it was my mother who was shouting at me. Again a smile came to my face. I sat on the bed and thought why she came in my dreams. Is this love??
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